[ ]the dark
[X] staying single forever
[X] being a parent (when I am like 30 maybe)
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[X] closed spaces
[X] heights (Fear of falling)
[ ] cats
[x] dogs
[ ] birds
[x] spiders and/or other (I love spiders actually, some insects spook me though)
[ ] driving or being in cars
[x] flying on a plane
[ ] flowers or other plants
[ ] being touched
[ ] fire (Afraid of being burned alive, not fire though)
[ ] water
[ ] the ocean
[X] failure
[ ] success
[ ] germs
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] mice/rats
[X] jumping from high places (How do people do it?)
[ ] snow
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] cotton balls
[ ] cemeteries
[X] clowns (*shudders*)
[x] large crowds
[x] crossing bridges( if its over a high space or over roads and rivers and such)
[x] death
[ ] Heaven
[ ] being robbed
[ ] men
[ ] women (Mood swings. Sccaaaary. o.o xDD)
[X] having great responsibility
[ ] tornadoes
[ ] hurricanes
[ ] diseases
[ ] snakes
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] poverty
[ ] ghosts
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains or railroads
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[X] being alone (I hate being alone in pitch blackness)
[x] being blind
[x] being deaf
[ ] growing up (Part of life)
[ ] monsters under my bed
[ ] creepy noises during the night (Love them ^_^)
[ ] bee stings
[x] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[x] needles ( scared to death of them!)
[ ] blood
[ ] long words such as hippopotomonstrosesquippedaliophobia ( Oo)

well i supose its happened. im single once again and hateing it.. i want my Morbid back but i know it isnt going to happen..

iv lost all insperation and motivation for art at the moment.. soi may not be psting for a while, not like many people if any will care. i feel tierd all the time at the moment. its nearing the end of my school year so im really iritable and emotional.. i acytallu ended up in tears in a restaraunt on sunday just talking about what was happening at school to my mother and father.

so yeh, just thought i should tell you.. im deprrssed, tierd.. and feel generally crappy. not much art will be submitted for a while untill i get my insperation and motivation back, which feels like its gonna be a long while yet.... great...

1. Name: Nikki
2. Nickname: Nik Nak, Rafe, rafage, scary
3. Birthday: feb 15th 1991
4. Place of Birth: a hospital bed
5. Zodiac Sign: Aquarius
6. Male or Female: female
7. Education: schoolage
8. Schools you went to: sutton road, sam-u, garra and i dunno if there are anymore. i cant remeber
9. Occupation: Student + Artist
10. Residence: home
11. Screen Names: Rafe

__Your Appearance___

12. Hair Colour: blondish brown
13. Hair Length: Longish
14. Eye colour: blue
15. Best Feature: ask Morbid
16. height: 5'2
17. Braces?: nope
18. Glasses?: not yet
19. Piercing: four
20. Tattoos: none yet
21. Righty or Lefty: both

___Your 'Firsts'___

22. First best friend: amber
23. First Award:i got an award for most improved artist in the school once oO it kinda scarerd me coz i wasent expecting it
24. First Sport You Joined: swimming
25. First Pet: fishyes, but i fed them milk and crisps >> hey i was like 3 years old!
26. First Real Vacation: going to whales, that was so much fun!
27. First Concert: The Rasmus. oh i wonna see them again!!!
28. First Love: his name was brett, puppy love XD but my first real love, would have to be Morbid

___ Favorites___

29. Movie: brokeback mountain XD
30. TV Show: Invader Zim
31. Colour: Purple
32. Rapper:I can't STAND rap.
33. Band: *thinks about it...... keeps thinking.... twitch... EXPLODES!*
34. Song Right Now: beast of blood, malice
35. Friend: thats a question i truely cant answer
36. Candy: chocolate
37. Sport to Play: ice skateing^^
38. Restaurant: dog and duck
39. Favorite brand to wear: oh so manyyyy
40. Store: WHSmith, ground zero
41. School Subject: pfft, stupid question.
42. Animal: kitties
43. Book: Darren shan
44. Magazine: Kerrang
45. Shoes: new rocks

___Currently___

46. Feeling:ill
47. Single or Taken?: taken
49. Eating: the inside of my lip
50. Drinking: green tea
51. Typing: a story and this
52. Online?: yup
53. Listening To: termination bliss
54. Thinking About: what i was gonna draw but i cant remeber now
55. Wanting To: draw
56. Watching: this screen
57. Wearing: black long sleeved t-shirt, clash t-shirt over the top, with my school trousers

__________Future__________

58. Want Kids? yeah.. *sarcastic*
59. Want to be Married: to young to really decide that yet, i might when im older but right now, im not thinking much past next week
60. Careers in Mind: artist, comic artist, art therapist
61. Where do you want to live?: japan or london
62. Car: MINI! XD i cant stand them

__Which is Better With The Opposite Sex___

63. Hair colour: dark
64. Hair length: i prefer longer hair, i hate really short hair >< but nearly shoulder length is good^^
65. Eye colour: i dont mind^^ i mean come on, just so long as they'er intresting im fine XD
66. Measurements: slim and tall, ( that sounds so shallow dosent it oO))
67. Cute or Sexy: BOTH!!
68. Lips or Eyes: so hard! but id have to say lips
69. Hugs or Kisses: thats mean!
70. Short or Tall: tall
71. Easygoing or serious: easygoing is great, but id like my lover to be seriouse too.
72. Romantic or Spontaneous: romantic
74. Sensitive or Loud: Loud
75. Hook-up or Relationship: Relationship
77. Trouble Maker or Hesitant One: in between


___Have you ever______

78. Kissed a Stranger: Nope
79. Had Alcohol: hell yeh!
80. Smoked: NEVERR! >O
81. Ran Away From Home: nope but im so tempted to, just to see what its like.
82. Broken a bone: i dunno, i think i may have broken my toe once LOL! but i dunno if my wrist counts coz that was a seriouse sprain, very close to brakeage.
85. Broken Someones Heart: yeh * blushes alittle* bless him.. i didnt mean to but i was moveing schools. when i told him to leave me alone, he burst in to tears, i still feel bad about it.
86. Broken Up With Someone: yeah several times
87. Cried When Someone Died: *nods*
88. Cried At School: yup. maybe 5 times this year lol...

___Do You Believe In___

89. God: no.
90. Miracles: sometimes
91. Love At First sight:yeh
93. Aliens: YES! THERE OUT THERE! ><
94. Soul Mates: YES
95. Heaven: NO
96. Hell: NOPE
98. Kissing on The First Date: i like the idea of it
99. Horoscopes: yups


wellll oO there ya go, anouther quiz..


yeh...

What was your first Pokemon game?
YELLOW!
2) Can you remember who your starter was?
PICHACHUUUUU ( so kawaii!!))

3) Did you ever complete the Pokedex in any games? Which one(s)?
nope XD

4) Did you watch the Pokemon anime?
hell yeh!

5) Do you still watch the anime?
sometimes

6) What's your favourite Pokemon type? Explain.
ghost! coz ghastly is teh cooliess

7) Who's your favourite Pokemon? Explain.
ghastly and vulpix, coz they'er aces

8) Which Pokemon do you dislike the most? Explain.
magic carp. they'er stupid little moronic fish that you cant eat.

9) Which is your favourite region? Explain.
the elitght four ya know. once you know how to beat them its alota fun.

10) Which is your favourite Pokemon series (ie, Kanto 1-151, Johto 152-251)
def johto

11) Can you say a series Pokedex, without a reference, in order?
i used to have a postar on it but i cant find it anymore, otherwise i would tell you., wasent it, bulbasasure venasure and the next one after that, then picachu was number 25. but i cant remeber the rest lol

12) Do you know all the type advantages, disadvantages and all the super-effective moves for each type?
yeh! XD i can remebr that sky/ bird was downed by lightning fire with downed by water vise vurser water was downed by lighting aswell, and so on.

13) Did you prefer Pokemon before the new ones, or after?
the older ones where teh best, these pokenon quests and johto joourneys seem to get a bit tediouse though

14) Have you got an Original Character who is a trainer?
... er no...
eh heh heh

15) Have you ever written a fanfiction story about Pokemon?
nope. but i used to draw them alot

16) Was the OC based on yourself?
iie

17) Who is your favourite gym leader?
sabrina

18) What about Elite Four trainer?
Lance, XD

18.5) Favorite frontier brain?
huhh?


19) If you lived in the Pokemon world, who would you starter be?
Pikachu all the way!

20) Which city would you live in before you started your journey? Why?
vermilion

21) Would you travel just in the one region, or spread to other places?
OTHER PLACES!!! OTHER PLACESSSS!

22) Would you train just one type, or different ones?
which ever i took an intrest to

23) What kind of Poke-Person would you be? Trainer? Breeder? Gym leader?
Trainer / breeder

24) Would you collect gym badges? Or keep Pokemon as pets?
Collect badges xD i love chalenges, but i would treat my pokemon with love and respect XD

lyrics: can't catch me can't catch me, can blind birds fly? no they can't

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well well well, look like my lover has produced a most amazing story. [link] till death do us part. this story is really worth reading. and pleaee, if you do decide to read this ( which i highhhhhly recomend) leave comments! >O i command you!

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also, its nearly my 2 year anaversary of being on D.A
XD how ace is that! there will eventually be a drawing to comemorate it XD

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